I know that I’m not quite where I want to be, I feel I’m evolving but my life just isn’t flowing well. What should I do? I feel stuck and confused. Thank you so much, A.
What have you been doing with your self? What have you been doing to your self?
Do you consider your self at all, do you listen to your inner yearnings and desires, or have you become a being of reactionary measures? Right. You know the answer to that. We want you to SIT DOWN. We want you to take a time out. Stop doing. Stop thinking. Stop worrying about the fate of the world or the environment. None of it matters. None of it is real. It is neither here no there nor anywhere in between. All is spirit. That’s all it is. And it’s all part of YOUR creation. So. So. Do you like what you have been creating? Are you happy with yourself? Do you feel that you have been creating a more harmonious earth, or are you on the other side? What is it you are wanting. What is it YOU are wanting?
Ha. You don’t quite know, do you? Well, that’s why we want you to SIT DOWN. Sit still. Stop moving. Stop moving physically, stop moving mentally. Sit still and relax. Breathe in, and breathe out. Sit still and open your heart until you have found your inner peace and you KNOW what you are wanting.
Do you want to be with your family? Do you want to be in the sun? The snow? In exotic foreign lands with
interesting people? Deep in the forest with birds and trees? On a mountain alone? In a valley? With your hands in the earth? Making art? Fighting battles that are part of the old ways? Do you want to be serving others? Do you want to be peaceful, or in motion? HOW do you want to be living? Not where, but how.
Banish the rest of the world from your mind, get rid of all the “I should”s. Just think of yourself, and find your inner self.
The next important step we are giving you is to listen. Listen well. Listen long. Listen Deep. When you sit down, and you finally hear yourself, we want you to pay attention. Pay more attention to YOU, to what your self tells you, to what you want, that you have paid attention to any one else this past decade. Pay more attention to what you are desiring than the attention you are giving to your work, to strangers and your family. Just listen to YOU.
In essence, long, long ago, like almost every human on earth, you shut the door on your true self, turned the key in the lock and plastered it over with sound proof insulation.
It’s time to take the insulation DOWN. Rip it off, unlock the door, and kick it down. You’ll probably have to kick pretty hard, more than once, because that door has been shut a long time now. But once you open that door, guess who’ll be standing on the other side? Yep – you. And you have a lot to say to YOU.
Listen up, and listen in. Let him in. He’s been knocking an screaming and waiting and waiting. It is time.
Don’t be afraid. Put up affirmations on the walls and your rooms if you have to, but don’t be afraid. You can do this. You should do this. For YOU. Just for you – the most important person in your world. If you can’t do this for you, you can’t really help anyone else, not really. So please, we ask you, do it for you.
It’s time to turn off that little lightbulb you’ve been using to light your way, and let the real light shine.
All will be well. You are blessed, you will see.
Listen, and learn.