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Soul Connections and Pregnancy

Dear Eden,
When I was young I had an abortion. Is there any Akashic work to be done here? Tied to my physical body in this lifetime? This is a tough subject for me not so much in that i did the right or wrong thing but that I didn’t get to meet that little soul that could be here now.
Hugs and thanks to you, H.

Dearest H.,

We have viewed the Akash and what we see is that you are well. This was a pivotal moment for you, and an initiation into the opening path of unconditional love that you have been following all this life.

The soul you carried within you, was yours. We do not mean this in a “We are all connected” sort of way, although of course that would be true. No. We mean that your higher self, the greater, larger aspect of your soul, saw that this experience would be needed as an initiation, a birthing of fullness of compassion, understanding and true love for all beings. This experience reminded your smaller self, your soul here in the physical, that you are not perfect, and no one is perfect, and everyone needs healing and love and understanding. So your soul conspired to create this moment, and you became pregnant. This pregnancy was planned by your higher self, and not expected to be carried to term – if you had not aborted you would have lost it another way – and as such the soul you carried was your own.

This is not always done in such cases, and we will explain now more of what the purpose was: when you carry a soul within you, you experience a merging of the auras, a mingling of the souls. Soul lessons are shared between the two beings, the “baby” and the “mother”, and both serve to birth new lessons and expansion for the other. All pregnancies allow souls to connect in this way and lift the other up, shifting the souls ahead on their paths. When you carry another piece of your own soul, as you did, you are connecting more fully with your higher self, with your true self, and realigning more fully with your life purpose. It is both an initiation and an integration.

For you, this allowed you to see your child, and thus yourself, in every child’s eye, in every mother’s smile. Your ability to empathize and connect were heightened through this experience.

It was a powerful act. Not easy, but necessary.
It lifted you up, and made you, you.

All is well.
YOU are loved. You are LOVE.
Blessings,
Eden

Sit Down, Listen Up, and Listen in — Breaking Down the Door to the Real You

Dear Eden,

I know that I’m not quite where I want to be, I feel I’m evolving but my life just isn’t flowing well. What should I do? I feel stuck and confused. Thank you so much, A.

 

Dearest A,

What have you been doing with your self? What have you been doing to your self?

Do you consider your self at all, do you listen to your inner yearnings and desires, or have you become a being of reactionary measures? Right. You know the answer to that. We want you to SIT DOWN.  We want you to take a time out. Stop doing. Stop thinking. Stop worrying about the fate of the world or the environment. None of it matters. None of it is real. It is neither here no there nor anywhere in between. All is spirit. That’s all it is. And it’s all part of YOUR creation. So. So. Do you like what you have been creating? Are you happy with yourself? Do you feel that you have been creating a more harmonious earth, or are you on the other side? What is it you are wanting. What is it YOU are wanting?

Ha. You don’t quite know, do you? Well, that’s why we want you to SIT DOWN. Sit still. Stop moving. Stop moving physically, stop moving mentally. Sit still and relax. Breathe in, and breathe out. Sit still and open your heart until you have found your inner peace and you KNOW what you are wanting.

Do you want to be with your family? Do you want to be in the sun? The snow? In exotic foreign lands with
interesting people? Deep in the forest with birds and trees? On a mountain alone? In a valley? With your hands in the earth? Making art? Fighting battles that are part of the old ways? Do you want to be serving others? Do you want to be peaceful, or in motion? HOW do you want to be living? Not where, but how.

Banish the rest of the world from your mind, get rid of all the “I should”s. Just think of yourself, and find your inner self.

The next important step we are giving you is to listen. Listen well. Listen long. Listen Deep. When you sit down, and you finally hear yourself, we want you to pay attention. Pay more attention to YOU, to what your self tells you, to what you want, that you have paid attention to any one else this past decade. Pay more attention to what you are desiring than the attention you are giving to your work, to strangers and your family. Just listen to YOU.

In essence, long, long ago, like almost every human on earth, you shut the door on your true self, turned the key in the lock and plastered it over with sound proof insulation.

It’s time to take the insulation DOWN. Rip it off, unlock the door, and kick it down. You’ll probably have to kick pretty hard, more than once, because that door has been shut a long time now. But once you open that door, guess who’ll be standing on the other side? Yep – you. And you have a lot to say to YOU.

Listen up, and listen in. Let him in. He’s been knocking an screaming and waiting and waiting. It is time.

Don’t be afraid. Put up affirmations on the walls and your rooms if you have to, but don’t be afraid. You can do this. You should do this. For YOU. Just for you – the most important person in your world. If you can’t do this for you, you can’t really help anyone else, not really. So please, we ask you, do it for you.

It’s time to turn off that little lightbulb you’ve been using to light your way, and let the real light shine.

All will be well. You are blessed, you will see.

Listen, and learn.

Blessings,

Eden