When I was young I had an abortion. Is there any Akashic work to be done here? Tied to my physical body in this lifetime? This is a tough subject for me not so much in that i did the right or wrong thing but that I didn’t get to meet that little soul that could be here now.
Hugs and thanks to you, H.
We have viewed the Akash and what we see is that you are well. This was a pivotal moment for you, and an initiation into the opening path of unconditional love that you have been following all this life.
The soul you carried within you, was yours. We do not mean this in a “We are all connected” sort of way, although of course that would be true. No. We mean that your higher self, the greater, larger aspect of your soul, saw that this experience would be needed as an initiation, a birthing of fullness of compassion, understanding and true love for all beings. This experience reminded your smaller self, your soul here in the physical, that you are not perfect, and no one is perfect, and everyone needs healing and love and understanding. So your soul conspired to create this moment, and you became pregnant. This pregnancy was planned by your higher self, and not expected to be carried to term – if you had not aborted you would have lost it another way – and as such the soul you carried was your own.
This is not always done in such cases, and we will explain now more of what the purpose was: when you carry a soul within you, you experience a merging of the auras, a mingling of the souls. Soul lessons are shared between the two beings, the “baby” and the “mother”, and both serve to birth new lessons and expansion for the other. All pregnancies allow souls to connect in this way and lift the other up, shifting the souls ahead on their paths. When you carry another piece of your own soul, as you did, you are connecting more fully with your higher self, with your true self, and realigning more fully with your life purpose. It is both an initiation and an integration.
For you, this allowed you to see your child, and thus yourself, in every child’s eye, in every mother’s smile. Your ability to empathize and connect were heightened through this experience.
It was a powerful act. Not easy, but necessary.
It lifted you up, and made you, you.
All is well.
YOU are loved. You are LOVE.